
I asked in a previous blog post what you guys would do in my position: go ahead with an experimental surgery and medication regime requiring a one-year commitment to the medication – and which, if it didn’t work, would still result in the loss of his eye – OR, just go ahead and have Odin’s eye removed now, putting an end to his 12 daily doses of various medications and discomfort. I really appreciated every single comment and suggestion! They made me cry more than once and I seriously considered each and every one.
Keep in mind that Odin is still, officially and legally, a foster dog who belongs to my local shelter, the Northwest SPCA. So while I have fostered him since he was about six weeks old, when I took he and his mange-covered, starving littermates out of the shelter to care for them, the management of the shelter had the final say. They have given me tremendous latitude with my foster puppies’ care, and probably wouldn’t flat-out override any decisions I made unless it was clear I had lost my mind (which, folks, can happen in the land of rescue and fostering! There is new evidence about this almost daily; see here and here and here, as just a few recent examples.) But of course I have discussed Odin’s situation with the shelter staff at every step along our journey so far.
The opinion of the shelter veterinarian and the manager? Let’s end the poor little guy’s discomfort and let him go on to live his life without daily medications and monthly trips to the veterinary hospital at UC Davis. And in the end, I agreed.
Enucleation surgery
So a week ago on Wednesday, I took Odin to the shelter and, tears in my eyes, put him in one of the cages in the recovery room, so he could await his turn for surgery (he was second on the list for the day, right after a spaniel who had a tumor on her abdomen and another on her tail that needed removal). About four hours later, the RVT called me to let me know that Odin was recovered enough to go home with me and that he’d need to spend the rest of the day being very quiet, come back in a week to 10 days to have stitches removed, and stay in a cone for about three weeks, to allow everything to heal without complications.
He was still groggy when I picked him up and carried him to my car, and I lifted him out of the car at home, too, although when I put him down, he walked out onto my lawn and peed like a good boy. Then I carried him into the house and put him on the couch, got a blanket and book, and told my husband that we’d be camped out there together for the rest of the day. He had been given pain meds (and I had more pain medication and antibiotics to give him for the next week) and whined under his breath on and off all afternoon. I felt horrible.

I also felt extremely guilty for not putting a cone on him before surgery to acclimate him to wearing one when he was not in pain. I hadn’t thought of it until I dropped him off for surgery and the RVT mentioned he would need to wear one afterward, to make sure he didn’t bump, rub, or scratch at the delicate area as it healed. Duh! I should have prepared him – because I think that learning to navigate with the cone was the worst part of his next 36 hours or so. On his first foray off the couch, the edge of the cone got caught on the edge of the coffee table, and he cried out and scrambled in a panic to escape the noise and bending of the cone. Then he froze, whining, and wouldn’t even try to walk or move again. So, for his first potty, I carried him out the door and past all the obstacles on my front porch, only putting him down on the open expanse of the lawn. Even so, he looked down and the edge of the cone caught on the grass and he just sat down, disconsolate.
An alternative to the dog cone
That’s when – again, late to the party – I thought of Rex Specs, a ski-goggles-type of eye protection. I got online and ordered some, paying for expedited shipping (although I was frustrated because there was no way to order some to be delivered within one or two days). I had seen Rex Specs at pet product trade shows, and they seemed like they would be perfect for protecting the surgery site without the bother of the cone, with a curved shape that fits dogs’ faces, soft padding all around the frames, an innovative venting system that keeps them from getting steamed up, and fairly secure straps that hold them on. Unlike a cone, they would also allow Odin to chew a rawhide or bone or food-stuffed Kong to help occupy his quiet time. (Dogs need their paws to chew things! They just can’t do this with a cone on!)
I did take a pair of sharp kitchen scissors and cut down the cone a bit – about an inch and a half all the way around – so that it still protected his whole face but didn’t require quite so much room for him to get around without bashing on furniture, door frames, and the legs of everyone else who lives in our house. Even so, Otto in particular took to scrambling away from Odin every time he looked like he might walk nearby.
Making the cone a tad smaller helped Odin navigate later, but for those first 36 hours, I had to take the cone off every time I thought he might have to potty. As soon as he was freed from it, he would trot right out and take care of business. I’d let him eat without it on, and put it back again. He was sad enough about it that it kept him quiet and laying on the couch or the giant dog bed in the living room.

I spent that day working outside at home – mowing the pasture, trimming shrubs, fixing sprinklers, and so on. I was also supervising the activity of Woody and a friend’s dog, Ricky. Ricky’s owner had knee surgery that day, and he’s a young and boisterous dog who requires a lot of exercise to behave, so I offered to bring him to my house to exercise daily for a few days. He and Woody ran and wrestled and dug for gophers and stayed active all day long.
Time to play
Friday, after pottying outside, breakfast, and medication administration, I put Odin’s cone back on, got him settled on the couch, and headed outside for another day of yardwork. Almost immediately I heard him scratching at the door and howling up a storm. Since my husband works at home, this wouldn’t do. I let him come outside, and put a leash on him, and convinced him to settle near me as I worked. This is when he finally started getting used to moving around with the cone, and not freaking out when it jabbed or caught on things.
On Saturday, I had Ricky back for the day (he had been tired enough after Thursday’s play to sleep for most of Friday). Between this distraction/excitement and Odin’s growing competence with the cut-down cone, all semblance of “keeping Odin quiet” went out the window. It was a frustrating day for Odin and for me. I split the day between supervising bouts of slightly restrained play between the three young dogs outside (with Odin’s cone on), and giving him food-stuffed frozen Kongs and giant rawhide chews to work on inside, with his cone off and me watching him like a hawk to keep him from getting up and walking around (perhaps bumping the surgery site) or taking a casual swipe at the itchy, healing area with a hind paw. It was nerve-wracking!

By the time the Rex Specs arrived on Monday, Odin was a total cone-pro – they weren’t really necessary anymore. But I thought they would be an improvement, nonetheless: He could finally stop bashing into all of our legs with the dang cone, and enjoy chewing things, while keeping the eye-site protected. But they haven’t been the panacea I was hoping for. Unless you make the straps really tight, he can still paw them out of place – and making the straps super tight puts more pressure on his face than can possibly be good for the healing area, and obviously makes him more conscious of the goggles than I’d like him to be. Still, if I can get him to wear them without pawing at them, secured with a normal amount of tightness, I think they would offer greater protection of the surgery site and less discomfort than the cone. So I am putting them on him for short sessions while he does supervised, enjoyable, distracting activities, like eating meals, working on food-stuffed Kongs, following Woody around our fenced two acres, and so on.
Healing from the surgery
As far as the surgery itself: The site is healing beautifully. I have to say that I think Odin is super happy to not have to submit to having eye medication administered 12 times a day. I also think that having the vision-impaired (but not completely blind) eye removed has actually helped him see better. Since his initial eye injury, he’s always had a strange, slightly upright posture and squinty expression when he tried to see things that are far away. I notice that his posture and expression is softer and more relaxed now when he’s looking at things that are more than 20 feet away; it’s just a guess, based on a careful study of his posture, but I think he can see things way better with his single good eye than he could with the same eye paired with the edema- and scar-tissue filled eye. He looks less like a meercat and more like a regular dog when he watches the world going by out my windows. I am thinking the surgery was the right thing to do.
He will get his stitches out in a couple of days, and wear the cone and/or goggles for a couple more weeks. When all his hair is grown back, we will start trying to find him a perfect home.
Thanks again for your interest in little Odin. He’s a fun, special little guy and I’ve learned so much from having him. ** About the eyeball itself: The veterinarian who did the surgery put it into formalin to preserve it. Next week, on my next trip through that area, I’m going to take it to Davis so the ophthalmologist at the university veterinary teaching hospital who has been helping Odin can dissect it. It will be interesting to hear her report when that happens.




I am so glad to read that you had the enucleation done. I honestly think it was your best option for both the short and long term. I am hoping to read one day that you adopted him!
I don’t think Odin will adjust to another home or another person I think he’s so attached to you I would just really consider keeping him bless you
Bless you for loving him through all of this. In the end, after agonizing through all the options and what-ifs, you made (and will make) the best decision possible for him. That’s all any of us can do for our dogs.
Dear Nancy, I have been following the saga of Odin and am so happy that you made the right decision for his eye. Akk thise meds and vet/ hospital visits were too much. Now he will be a happy little dog who can romo and play. I do hope you keep him as he must be so bonded with you after all your loving care and attention.
Best wishes to you both. Thanks for what you have done for this puppy.
I truly believe you all made the right choice for Odin! He will finally be able to be pain free and enjoy puppyhood. This has been an incredible saga to follow and many of us readers so so admire you. We have fallen in love with sweet Odin, but I can see that Odin is in love with you and Woody. It would add to his pain to be parted with a family he loves so much! My prayers have been and will continue to include you and your family, furry and otherwise.
I have kept up with Odin throughout and am glad you decided to take the eye out. I had a one eye poodle and it never seemed to bother her. On another note, I hope you keep Odin. You have invested so much in him and he is your baby. No one else will ever know the depth of your devotion. He knows it. He will allow you the time you need with Otto. He is home now and I hope he stays.
I think you are the greatest Mom?foster Mom in the world. what you hacve been through with this little guy is beyond the realm of most peoples abilities. He is so loved the eye is of little consequence(check out PINKPIGLETPUPPY) who have neither sight or hearing if you want to wittness a dog who has adapted to major handicaps. Take care of yourself, so you can take care of all the little pups that need you. XXXOOO
In 1999, I adopted a dog from an animal shelter who had a punctured eye. I had to argue with the shelter staff, who didn’t want to let me adopt him because he was still officially on a 3-day stray hold, but they finally let me take him to my vet only after I promised to return him if his owners came to claim him. I found out later that his owners had come before I did, and when they saw him with his punctured eye, left him there. I only intended to keep Chance until he was healthy because I already had 2 other dogs that I adopted within that same year and wasn’t ready for a 3rd. I just couldn’t stand to see him suffer in the shelter with his damaged eye, so I intended to foster him until he was healthy. I took him to see my vet, who gave me eye drops, eye ointment, and pain meds for him and had us return a few days later. When the eye didn’t show any improvement, my vet referred us to a veterinary opthalmologist, who thought the eye was intentionally punctured, and not by another animal, and couldn’t be saved. He was already blind in that eye. My vet removed Chance’s eye, and after the initial pain from the surgery wore off, and when he no longer had to wear the dreaded cone, it was obvious that he felt so much better. I never regretted removing Chance’s eye because it ended his suffering, and I never thought that only having 1 eye slowed him down at all. He instantly bonded with my other 2 dogs, especially my retriever, Shadow, who was only 2 months older. Those 2 became inseparable and of course, I ended up keeping him.
Chance died 12 years later when he was 12 1/2 from cancer and it was devastating for me and Shadow. She missed him terribly because by then my 1st dog had already died and it was just the 2 of them. Shadow died less than a year after Chance, and I’d swear it was because she missed her brother.
I’ve been following Odin’s story since he and his siblings were first found, and I’ve been hoping for a long time that you would end his suffering and choose to remove his eye. He can finally heal, and it sounds like you already see his fun puppy side more now. That’s exactly what happened to Chance.
Please, please please keep Odin! I know that you want to spend more time with Otto, and you can especially do that when Odin is healed and he and Woody can play together like crazy. It’s obvious that the 2 of them are so bonded and would miss each other. You would give Odin the best home ever, and Woody would get to keep his best bud. Please consider that. The bond I saw between Chance and Shadow was one of the best things I ever experienced with my pets.
Nancy, I too applaud all you do for your pups and others! I also know you have a lot on your plate, more than I can handle any longer.
Odin is so happy with you, and your know he adores Woody! I can’t imagine how he would feel losing the only home he has ever known, his best friend Woody, and his loving Mama Nancy! I’m praying you decide to keep him!
On another note, what kind of dog is Ricki? From the picture he looks like part Dobie or Belgian Malinois?? Beautiful, whatever breed!
Ricky could be a twin to my Tigger. We had his DNA done (thought he might be Dutch Shepherd mix). For what it is worth, they said he was 1/4 GSD, 1/4 White Swiss Shep, 1/4 Am Staff, 1/8 Great Pyr, 1/8 Chow.
I was hoping this would be your decision! Dogs don’t understand one eye vs two, they understand pain and discomfort. Bravo for coming to this conclusion! Best wishes Odin on your search for a new home; someone is going to be very lucky!
As a rescuer I foster a lot of dogs, much like you do. While I understand the special bond you develope with the dogs, some stronger than others, I also understand the joy of adopting to another family. You will always love him. No one takes that away from you. You continue to love him, where ever he is. You have worked very hard with him and you two have been thru a lot, and you have been very successful in guiding him to be the best he can be. The wonderful feeling you get when you hand him over to his new family and watch as they bond, knowing you are changing his life and their lives, all for the better, for me overcomes the pain of parting. When they share their stories with me about how much they love him and how happy he is, it makes my heart sing. The best thing is that now there is room to foster another dog, to develope a new relationship, a special love, and bless another family with an awesome dog. It really is a win, win, win, all the way around.